S.H.A.D.O.W

How did you describe someone?

appearance?

characters?

or something behind all those?

seriously...i do love when people did not realize where am i...who am i...

let me be alone.

even macam katak di bawah tempurung ke hapa2 ntah peribahasa yg sewaktu dngnnya..

biarlah...

for me...thats better than people keep on talking.

yeah....something that we dont want to hear.

atau mungkin lebih baik jadi seperti tidak dikenali berbanding people keep on judging how good we are until theres come one time that we make mistake....n they straight forward saying...

"ish...perangai...aku ingatkan baik sangat budaknya...tuptup...terserlah jahatnye dye nie.."

blablabla.

and.,,betul lah orang cakap...

"kalau nak puji jangan puji lebih-lebih"

sebab....seriously setiap orang ade keburukan dye tersendiri.

just sama ada nampak atau tak je.

dan setiap orang akan ade dalam hidupnya tersilap langkah,

tersilap percaturan.

sampai orang lain mencemuh.

padahal kadang2 ape yang kita terbuat tue biasa orang tengok bagi budak2 yg dah biasa buat.

~~ohh...complicated nye ayat hang...faham x ape yg saya try nk gtaw?

and something yg kita terbuat tue baru skali kita buat berbanding perkara2 lain yg baik..

but...after all those... i keep on thingking.

n said to myself...that human being.

melihat perkara2 yg lain and judging people by seeing the bad thing.

but....people...

sometime kita tak sengaja buat.

sometime kita terlupa ade yg memerhati.

sometime kita ingat orang lain tak judging around.

dan surrounding....

please~~

judging one person based on bad thing is an egois way.

why??

because kat tepi2 bende jahat yg baru skali dye buat...berlambak2 perkara2 baik yg boleh jadi teladan.

 betapa egonya sang pentafsir manusia mentup sebelah mata pada perkara baik.

tapi mengambil yg jahat utk disebarkan.

actually...i write this because i am in that circle.

tersalah langkah.

n they judge.

and i feel down..

but then..one of my friend said ..

"kalau kita asyik nak tengok ape yang orang cakap...sampai bila2 pun ko takakn rasa best and tenang.

let them be like that...diorang x kenal ko..diorang kenal hanya pada dasar...tak mendalam..

n tu bukan kenal yang betul2..

hee........thats from me.
xde pape pun sebenarnye.

our dinner at dinasty hotel,kuala lumpur.
soon...i'll update 'bout it..
hehehe.