kind of jealous...hoyeahhhhhh

hoyeahh

esok test 1st!

algebra.

dr zailan pnye soklan..jom2 kita tggu dan lihat dr pnye soalan tahap ape.hoho.

eheh..yg sebenarnya aq takot.

macam senang tapi kalo tergelincir ckit tak ke trus dapat kosong?

haaaaa........ so nye,hati-hati maa~

hujung minggu ni i-inova.

program 1st year yg handle utk attract ppl from outside or inside pasal course memasing..under fst ..

eheh...mcam aq bnyak je terlibat dalam mende alah ni even aq ni 1st year gak.

ahahahaha.

dan yg sebenar benarnya...aq agak dengki tengok kos lain.

*agak* kot..

tengok dyorg post tweet pasal lab,eksperimen,pengiraan berkajang kajang..

serious dengki.

i-inova dyorang punye semangat..dengar dengar mcm2 jenis eksperimen dyorg angkut.

nak tnjuk kat adik adik.

lepas tue,hari tue lalu kat tepi student i.s.a (internet security n assurance kot)

dyorang tgh salin something ape ntah kat screen.

and its look totally complicated.

serious talk..even satu huruf pon aq x paham.

then,kitorang pun macam.........

" dasyat gile dyorang belajar,pening dowh aq tengok"

and berkajang lepas tu puji student course lain.

then,we come to a stage that we realize 

other ppl amaze with what we learn,and we amaze with what they learn.

and that pretty fair.

even course lain memandang tinggi pada kami sbg student actuarial science,

seriously,we feel nothing.

korang belajar lagi teruk kot.

maybe sbb kami x sampai tahap complicated tu lagi.

but then....still korang the best sbb awal2 lagi dah payah habisan.

btw,seronok plak tu sbb ade lab.

ehe.and after all.....

actuarial science is about risk.

we make the experiment in real life.

there,that kind of risk start.and it will develop.

we dont know the result..but we have to make sure the result is what we predict earlier.

you cant redo the experiment.

pretty tough on thinking and predicting skill,aite?

so maryammmmmmmmmmmm.

make sure this four years, you will train yr mind perfectly.

ok?

bubbye...ade klas kol 8 :)

S.A.L.A.M =)

just good :)

its just good to share.

not necessary,of course.

its your life.

deal with it.

one of the panel said

just one thing to get rid the stress

overcome it.

the more you think,the bigger it be.

you know you are stronger than the problem

because you have He by your side.

He,the most gracious.

just good.

really,just good.

share it.spread it.

to the right world.

lol.

feel like i'm gonna make an advertisement.

some thing like an insurance policy.lol lol lol

but then,this is serious.

S.A.L.A.M =)

SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~~~~

pernah tak rase penat smpai kaki xstabil bila2 masa bole tumbang?

rase penat yang sampai xlarat nak angkat sudu nak suap makanan?

even dari pagi xsempat nak makan ape2 except sandwich sekeping?

and waktu tu dah pukul 6 ptg?

dan akhirnya makanan terbiar hanya mampu ditengok.

rasa penat yang time melangkah masok bilik je nak bergolek atas lantai terus tanpa bukak beg?

yang bila tengok katil pun tak larat nak melangkah.

sebab klas non stop.

8 - 10 

10 - 11

11 - 1

2 - 4

4 - 5:15

8 - 10 mlm

nampak tak packnye schedule?

and our class are not limited at fst only.

commute from fst - dkp.

dkp - kk1 .......jalan kaki.

pulak tu ustazah bagi keje esok nak tgk...baaaanyak sgt.

dengan arab mmg tunggang langgang.

tak penah penah wat keje tersengguk sengguk kepala tapi still xnak tido.

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akhirnya akhirnya akhirnya

sempat lelap 15 minit ptg tue.

malam ade klas lagi.

and presentation arab.

ntah ape yg aq cakap ntah.

aaannnddddddddd

kenapa waktu waktu penat gaban ny pakcik bas wat hal?

oke,fine..salah kami berdua jgk.

keluar bilik 7:45

bas last 7:45

tapiiii..bukan sesaje nak keluar lmbat.

terlambat sikit..5 minit.

sbb kawan sakit peyot.

gara gara makan kat kafe.

kot ye pun nak tegur tayah la marah2 pakcik.........

kitorang penat gak.

klas non stop.

saya tau la pakcik penat.

tau sangat.

sedih tau.

dahla penat.

lepas tue kena marah.

and pakcik boleh plak tanak anta kitorang.

pakcik......saya ade present pkcik malam ni.......

dan terpaksa call kengkawan yang ade kete.

mintak jasa baik tolong amek.

alhamdulillah mereka baik.

dah terfikir dah nak jalan kaki jeeeeeeeeeeee.

gi fst..malam malam..

maryam................Allah nak uji tu.

*aiseh,berbakul dah rasenye aq membebel kat pakcik tu dlm hati*

maaf.maaf.maaf.

ape ape pun .

S.A.L.A.M =)