the entry of sem 2.

yeah.

suda pukul 3 lebih2 pagi.

bkn x tido,bkn x nak tido tp x boleh tido.

sbb?....excited nk stat blaja esok!

haha...yela sgt.

oke.

pagi td dah siap daftar khusus.dah siap bank in yuran RM290.dah siap beli buku.half lar baru sbb buku yg laen2 blum keluar lagi mungkin.

disebabkan hari ni mendaftar...bank islam nilai x yah nak kate lar.penuh ngn budak2 usim doe.

seme agenda yg same.so,semua skali masok bank,amek borang,isi,bawak kuar duit then bayar.done.selesai satu kerja.

buku yg dah beli ; math,chemyst,bio.

esok stat ngn math. ngee~~

ktorang pun tatau kalau esok masok2 without briefing terus habiskan half of chapter one or maybe full of chapter one habis terus esok sbb esok ade 2 jam pagi2.

huu....dasyat..dengan peluru berpandu segala ilmu masuk.

haha...but,its okay. i like it.  

alahamdulillah...madam2 yg mengajar...x bnyak tuka.

asenye yg tuka just bhasa arab.

not ustaz khairuddin anymore.

now,ustaz naseer.

so then,da tade da ustaz yg akan silap panggil name dua tiga kali sbb nak suh aq buat kt depan.

da xde ustaz yg geram ngn kitorang sbb pyh nk phm.

n most important,da xde ustaz yg akan blnja kitorang waffle tp x nak mengaku dye yg blnja.

huu....agak sedih...

btw,wish me luck for this sem.

i donno what will happen tomorow.

i donno hw my life will be.

for sure,i want to put myself in such of effort so that i will paint a colourful wall surround me n my life.

in sha Allah.

take a bad song n make it better.

mean ; turn a bad situation to become more brighter.

in sha Allah.

keep praying.

keep Him in our life.

keep up on what good deeds we do.

then,He will lead us.

again,in sha Allah.

because,this is His world.

he had a plan.

and of course,the best one that we never know.

behind the me. :)

assalamualaikum.

hewhew.

feeling like want to write anything tonight.

n tetibe teringat kat kengkawan.

yg setia melayan kerenah dari budak2 smpai la besar tagun.

ntah la.

no friends no life...yela kot lau nk ikut under my wall.

yela...kalau ikut zmn sekolah menengah dulu.

sape thn doe nk dudk bwh bimbung asrama yg peraturan menggila tue lau xde kwn.

kwn yg support segala bende.

yg bagi dorongan utk buat ape2 keputusan.

or even the one that cheer us.

still.friends are very imporant.

i love those feeling.

feeling when we have our own bestfriend.

dan sampai ke saat ini masih bertegur sapa mmberitahu kisah2 zaman sekarang.

mmberitahu mcm kte masih dlm satu konti walaupun hakikatnye we are far enough.

far enough to smile while each of us can see the smile.

dan ini x brmakna kte x boleyh mncari kwn laen.

to my cn_I..

i love uolls so much.

n i feel great to have uolls as my friends.

kwn2 yg temankan aq time kat asrama bumi klntn yg kalau diikut logik aq tade sape2 kat sane.

dngn pengalaman time form one..

dngn bhasa klntn yg time tue satu habuk pun aq x phm..mnyebbkn aq duduk ats katil sorg2 termenung.

because i have no friend to talk.

yg aq boleh brcakap guna bhasa yg aq phm.

n kamu semua ckp aq ny garang.

mane tk garang...aq nk ckp un tk boleyh..

kebosanan thp melampau.. a week after..i think i understand what uolls try to tell me..then,i talk..

n i found you.

kamu semua..n we going to be friends for five years even different class,different room..but still,we are friends.

ramai yg tnye cmne korang berkawan kalau kelas tk sama,bilik x same.

n sincerely i didnt know how to answer it. 

tapi...awesome..kite masih ttp berkawan smpai skrg..

even semua dah tercampak kt dunia masing2.

usim,uia,uitm,stpm,stam,mesir,jordan.

huu....sesungguhnya aq sgt rindu kamu semua!

persepsi?

have been about a week.

sepi.sunyi.

x mghadap lappy.

x menekan keyboard.

x menonton cell phone.

hew.hew.

sbb?

prjalanan mrntasi negeri2 adlh pnyebab utama.

pahang >>>bangi>>>perak>>>perlis>>>kelantan>>>pahang.

laptop mmg x bwk sbb ase mcm x guna.

skali dlm kete ayh tnye laptop bwk tak...sbb nnti bohsan.

oke...terkedu disitu..

n sememangnye bowsan.

handphone kesayangan pulak....tgh on the way ke bangi...tup tup mati pulak dah dye.

tamat riwayat disitu.

n ingat2 balik...charger lupa nk letak dlm beg.

maknanye...stat dr hari first mmg dah terkeluar dr  dunia luar.

isolate myself in my own wall.

herher.

ntah la.

tp ble difikir fikirkan balik.

mmg kite yg hidup zmn sekarang ny...bende2 mcm 2 mmg bg penyebab utama utk go on life kew?

mungkin..sbb aq un dah ase x best je bile xde 2 bende 2.

tp rasenye xde lar jd penyebab utama,kan?

kecuali utk org2 yg life for nothing.

hidup yg sekadar hidup.

yg mereka2 fikir pengakhran hidup pun sampai kt dunia je.

n lps tu kte dah x kemana-mana.

limit smpai cni.

n x perlu utk fikir kehidupan laen after death.

nauzubillah.

semoga kite bkn tergolong dlm org yg hidup dlm fikiran spt itu.

sbb islam teach us that world is just a journey.

n mgkin mcm RnR tmpt persinggahan mlpskan lelah.

sblm kte menyambung lagi perjalanan menuju Tuhan.

n because of that.

money is not everything.

akn smpai satu tahap nnti bile kte akn terfikir yg duit ny mcm debu.

yg kite lngsung x perlukan.

tahap dimana kite hampir dngn jln menuju Allah.

and,of course.

money is not everything.

 it much enough to make people arguing each other.

but,on the other side.it give us chance to find the way to be nearer to Allah.

just if we know how.

coretanku hari ini.

hnye terfikir.

everyone.

smile =)

       

home?

assalamualaikum...

yap.its about home.

haha...xde la ape sgt.

cuma boring sgt then make me want to write something on this blue-white board.

oke.da duk umah around 2 weeks maybe..ke dah lebih?

ntah la..sbb duk umah xde komitmen pape...maka x mnjadi kemestian utk saya ingt tarikh n hari.

sbb tiap2 hari mmg komfem la tnye mak "what day is today?"

haa....amek kau...dah gaya budak2 skola rndah tnye kwn sblh hari ny hari ape..

kan kan kan?

"buat ape kt umah?"

soalan common .

basuh-sidai-lipat kain,memasak,menyapu,basuh pinggan n seme2 bende yg dah selari ngn keje pompuan.

2 je la pun yg aq wat.

then,of course....FB!

ahaha.....tipu r lau kta x bkk fb lgsung2 time duk umah...

n after fb...youtube!

ke youtube goes first before fb?

ahh...x kesa lar...mmg 2 bende 2 komfem tiap2 hari aq bkk....

ailaa~~

budak2 zaman sekarang..

i'm just wonder "wht my mum n dad do when they are return to their village after studying?"

emm...maybe dyorg tolong aki n wan n tok n tokwan kerja kot?

kita???

mmg x la .

x ke??

yala....xkn hang nk suh aq p tmpat keje mak n ayh skali kot?

nk kene marah??

hoho...

tp x pe lar...skrg ny tugas kite utk study je kot..

so,x yah susa2 cm org dulu2 kene g tolong menoreh,bajak sawah,tangkap ikan segala.

alhamdulillah...kehidupan makin baik.

oke...smile!

erm...btw,semlam i got the result!

my final sem 1 pnye result.

utk aq..dpt result cm2 mmg lebih dr brsyukur.

serious.

tp lau budak2 u laen tau result aq...ntah la dyorg nk pndg slack buat mata juling2 ke aq un tatau.

but after all,do i care??

ahaha..

so,maka.

sekarang ny komitmen yg plg dekat.

oh my MUET!

hoho...i donno wht to say.

am i do my preparation?

listening,reading,writing.

roll into one day...omo..

wish me can do whtever question that come through.

n selepas e2.

SEM 2!

okeh.have to struggle.

HAVE TO.

ny mmg da xde pilihan ke nk pilih2 bagai.

mmg kene pulun lar hang.

i'm not a person that have their own specialness in study.

someone yg bleyh ingt semua bnde in one second.

someone yg can score their exam with blink blink result without push themself too much.

i'm not that type.

so.wht i have to do.

adalah PULUN!

ehee~~

maka...smpai ny je la.

da azan asar.

i nak solat.

babbai! =)

one litre of tears.

good morning.

here , the most sadful drama.

check it out!

on the other shore of sadness

it is said that there is a smile

finally we arrived

but what are we waiting for?

the purpose is not to run away

it's to chase after dreams

we should have gone out to travel

on that summer day so long ago

even tomorrow,if you see it

though there isn't a sigh either

like a ship going againts the current flow

right now , go forward , move ahead

even if it cuts throught the rain n clouds

the wet road shine

only the dark will teach 

a stronger and stronger light

be strong , go forward , move ahead

such a inspiring and warm lyrics,yes?

that drama really teach me how blissful our health is.

n BTW this is from the real life,from the real Aya.

owh....i really cried a lot from the first episode until the end.

all of you must watch it! 

a must!

huu~~

just donno what to talk about.

i pause.

because of this drama.

n tell you.

i've watch this,five times.

n still...cried more than one litre.

maka,cuti yg pnjg mungkin,kite bleyh lar cari movie2 yg bermanfaat..heee~~

yg bg makna.

so that,can lead our life as well.

time2 cuti ny lar nk tgk movie kn?

nnti da start lecture...mmg semput x dan2 dah nk mncari bhn2 movie utk dibuat penghibur lara.

x ke?

maka,jgn lupa.

watch out!